2018

It's 2018 and here I sit, with my "fireplace" on, sipping on my glass of wine, reflecting. Not sure how to go about this.

I want this year too be amazing. To be fun. To be productive. To be nourishing.

I sat for a while trying to find my "word" for the year. I looked around, listened, googled and realized that I couldn't pick one. One would't cover what I needed. And I needed.  I landed on Play. Nourish. Balance.

Play - for my soul. as a reminder that I need to stop each day and enjoy. to take time each day. to not be so serious.

Nourish - my soul, my well being, my mind, my body

Balance - all of it. work, life, family, ME.

These three seem to fit together. For me, you can't do one without the other.

So this is where I am.  Trying to figure things out. Trying to find my path.  At 52 I am not sure where I am or what I want to do. I am so fortunate to have an amazing husband, bright and healthy children, a good job, a house over my head and choices. Yes choices.  But what do I really want - job wise, productivity wise, soul wise? No friggin idea. Yup. Sitting here lost.

How do I go about this? How do I get help? Who will help me down this path? No idea. I am sending thanks out to the universe for sending someone to me. No I wait. I will continue to thank and move forward as best as I know how, for now.

If you can help, send it along.

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